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Daily Devotions with the Dean

This morning’s Scriptures are: Psalm 1; Psalm 2; Psalm 3; Job 4:1; 5:1-27; Acts 9:19-31; John 6:52-59

This morning’s Canticles are: following the OT reading, Canticle 9 (“The First Song of Isaiah,” Isaiah 12:2-6, BCP, p. 86); following the Epistle reading, Canticle 19 (“The Song of the Redeemed,” Revelation 15:3-4, BCP, p. 94)

Job 3 (Saturday’s reading) had described how after seven days of sitting, Job breaks the silence. He curses the day of his birth. Covered with festering sores and ashes of grief, he asks “Why is light given to one in misery and life to the bitter in soul … Why is light given to one who cannot see the way?” (Job 3:23). Job’s loss of wealth, family, and health have opened to him an even greater fear: “Truly the thing that I fear comes upon me, and what I dread befalls me” (Job 3:25). And it is that fear that will ultimately prove his salvation: he fears he has lost his relationship with God. 

Eliphaz: shallow words from a “friend.” Job 4 & 5 give us speeches of his first friend, Eliphaz. In Job 4 (Sunday’s reading), Eliphaz claims to have had a mystical experience: “A spirit glided past my face; the hair of my head bristled” (Job 4:15). That spirit, Eliphaz claims, has revealed to him that humans are fragile and imperfect, and thus subject to divine discipline. In Job 5 (today’s reading), Eliphaz reinforces his argument by appealing to tradition—to “the holy ones” (Job 5:1)—“Surely vexation kills the fool and jealousy slays the simple” (Job 5:2). In other words, religious experience and the wisdom of the ages indicate that Job has done something to bring God’s discipline. Thus, the simple answer is to confess, and trust that God will make everything OK once again. Now, it’s not that there’s no truth in Eliphaz’s words—but we know that neither he nor Job understands how complicated the situation is. And we know that eventually Job’s protestations will prove truer than Eliphaz’s truisms. 

Barnabas: a friend indeed. By the end of the book, Job will know God in a way that is deeper and more real. Something similar has happened to Saul in the Book of Acts, for he has come to the sudden realization that the Jesus whose memory he had been trying to expunge is alive, and is “the Son of God.” Everything is different! His demonstrating to the Jews in Damascus that Jesus is truly the Messiah leads to such an uproar that the Jews there plot to kill him. Barely escaping their attempts to kill him, he travels back down to Jerusalem and finds believers there understandably untrusting and suspicious. 

Like Job, Saul is befriended. Unlike Job, Saul is befriended well. Saul’s friend is worthy of his name: “Barnabas,” which means “Son of Encouragement.” Barnabas vouches for Saul before the apostles, and the church at large responds to Saul’s ministry. Threats against his life lead the believers to whisk him off, first to Caesarea-by-the-Sea, and then to Tarsus in Cilicia, Saul’s hometown. 

Imagine if there had been no Barnabas for Saul—imagine the church without the energy, wisdom, and authoritative teaching of the formerly persecuting rabbi who has been transformed into “apostle to the nations” (Romans 11:13). Praise God for that kind of a friend. 

“Eat my flesh. Drink my blood.” There’s an earthiness to biblical faith that is off-putting to the super-spiritual and the gnostic, but irresistible to the sons and daughters of the Creator of heaven and earth, to the truly spiritual and the non-gnostic. We have to kind of “inhabit” Job as he gets to know God at a deeper level; not in spite of, but through, his pestilential sores and the tears and ashes of his grief. There, and only there, can he—and we—experience “the fellowship of the sufferings” (Philippians 3:10). And precisely for that reason, Jesus offers himself in the earthiness of his body and blood, and in our participation in his life and death when we accept his challenging offer: “eat (Greek, trōgein = “chew”) my flesh and drink my blood” (John 6:56). He is saying: with your mouth ingest the bread and wine of the Eucharist, and with your faith take your place in my sin-destroying death and my life-conferring resurrection. Amen to that!

May the Lord Christ meet you today right where the point of pain is, right where you feel the greatest loss. May he be for you Bread from Heaven and Cup of Salvation. 

Be blessed this day,

Reggie Kidd+